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I thank my mother for being there for me...
<i>I was a good kid.</i>

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...I thank my wife for loving me...
<i>A strong kid.</i>

3
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...I thank my kids for inspiring me.
<i>I always had a deep desire to win.</i>

4
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And now, by the grace of God...
<i>Everything for me was competition.</i>

5
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...I can thank you, hockey,
and the mountain...
<i>Hockey was my sport.</i>

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...for giving me my hope.
<i>And that sport became my drug.</i>

7
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<i>I got hit a lot in hockey.</i>

8
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<i>I got hit hard.</i>

9
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<i>I got driven into the boards.
I dislocated a shoulder.</i>

10
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<i>I tore up a knee.
I couldn't walk for a summer.</i>

11
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<i>I fell on my face. I ate through a straw.</i>

12
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<i>I got hit, I fell, I got back up.</i>

13
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<i>That's how I won.</i>

14
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<i>Until I got hit by something...</i>

15
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<i>...I couldn't beat.</i>

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<i>I became addicted to another drug.</i>

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<i>It created a false sense of victory.</i>

18
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<i>I was in darkness.</i>

19
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<i>I lost my way.</i>

20
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<i>24-hours a day. I bet the only thing
cranked up in your house...</i>

21
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<i>Maybe the only way to stop was to die.</i>

22
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<i>We're gonna give you
some more of that coming up.</i>

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<i>Let me give you guys
the weather today on this...</i>

24
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<i>...can we call it lovely February 6, 2004?</i>

25
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<i>Looks like a big storm, a big storm
coming in later this afternoon.</i>

26
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<i>This is the craziest winter
I've seen in years.</i>

27
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<i>Seriously...</i>

28
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<i>Romans seven says, "For I have
the desire to do what is good,</i>

29
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<i>...but I cannot carry it out,
for I do not do the good I want to do...</i>

30
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<i>...but the evil I don't want to do.</i>

31
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<i>This I keep on doing."</i>

32
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Do you know how many millions of kids...

33
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...dream of being a pro athlete...

34
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...of having that chance?

35
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And you're throwing it away by snorting meth?

36
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Eric!

37
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I'm done.

38
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<i>I'm not going to help you anymore
until you want to help yourself.</i>

39
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Well, I hired you a lawyer.

40
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He said you absolutely have to
show up in court in seven days.

41
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You're going to have to commit
to a 12-step recovery program.

42
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Oh, my God.

43
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My God.

44
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Idiot.

45
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Come on. Oh, God.

46
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That's your equity, idiot.

47
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Wait! Wait!

48
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Wait!

49
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Wait!

50
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God!

51
00:09:01,090 --> 00:09:03,820
- Hey.
- Hey.

52
00:09:03,900 --> 00:09:08,270
But, seriously, there's four reasons
you should not be eating that...

53
00:09:08,350 --> 00:09:11,170
...the first one being
that's where Jackson pees.

54
00:09:14,020 --> 00:09:18,470
Yeah. It also lowers your body temperature
and makes you prone to hypothermia.

55
00:09:18,550 --> 00:09:22,310
But the thing that most people
don't know is it actually dehydrates you.

56
00:09:22,390 --> 00:09:24,750
So, all in all, not a good idea.

57
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- Good to know.
- I'm Sarah, by the way.

58
00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:30,800
- Eric.
- Headed up the mountain?

59
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- Yeah.
- Hop in, I'll give you a ride.

60
00:10:40,420 --> 00:10:42,310
This close enough for you?

61
00:10:44,090 --> 00:10:47,820
Jackson, leave him alone.
We gotta go. Be safe out there, okay?

62
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Thanks. Don't tell your beautiful
mother our secret, okay, buddy?

63
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Enjoy the mountain air.

64
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Always do.

65
00:13:20,490 --> 00:13:23,680
<i>Patrol 2 to base. We gotta do something soon.</i>

66
00:13:24,080 --> 00:13:26,240
Hey, Corey wants to see you.
He said it's important.

67
00:13:26,320 --> 00:13:29,510
- I know. I've already told him.
- No, he knows. He's not leaving early.

68
00:13:29,590 --> 00:13:31,990
I think this is actually important.

69
00:14:03,930 --> 00:14:06,970
<i>You've reached Susan LeMarque.
Please leave a message.</i>

70
00:14:08,950 --> 00:14:10,800
Hey, Mom.

71
00:14:13,510 --> 00:14:15,440
I'm out boarding.

72
00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:17,800
I just had to get away for a few days.

73
00:14:24,950 --> 00:14:27,800
Look, I never wanted
to bring you into this, so...

74
00:14:28,920 --> 00:14:30,790
...it's hard.

75
00:14:37,950 --> 00:14:39,780
I'll talk to you later, okay?

76
00:14:56,380 --> 00:14:59,880
So, the nucleus is going to hit here,
it's a large impact zone...

77
00:14:59,960 --> 00:15:04,620
...it's definitely worse than we thought.
It's predicting two or three feet tonight.

78
00:15:05,750 --> 00:15:08,770
Patrol 2, this is RM.
What's your location? Over.

79
00:15:09,140 --> 00:15:11,770
<i>This is Patrol 2.
I'm at the top of the trail.</i>

80
00:15:13,310 --> 00:15:15,530
How's your visibility up there?

81
00:15:16,180 --> 00:15:18,440
<i>Well, the viz is really bad.</i>

82
00:15:18,520 --> 00:15:22,300
<i>When you get up the top, there are
pockets below of total whiteout.</i>

83
00:15:22,380 --> 00:15:25,460
<i>We might wanna consider
shutting down the mountain early.</i>

84
00:18:05,020 --> 00:18:06,420
Idiot!

85
00:18:35,170 --> 00:18:36,720
Seriously?

86
00:18:39,690 --> 00:18:41,240
God!

87
00:18:44,100 --> 00:18:45,990
Okay, baby.

88
00:18:47,340 --> 00:18:49,230
It's you and me.

89
00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:06,430
Yeah, okay.

90
00:20:19,010 --> 00:20:20,830
Come on.

91
00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:24,890
Oh, shit.

92
00:20:31,870 --> 00:20:33,430
Yeah.

93
00:21:05,350 --> 00:21:07,160
Damn it!

94
00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:21,320
<i>How many ladders does LeMarque
owe me for being ten minutes late?</i>

95
00:21:23,100 --> 00:21:25,050
But this isn't my fault!

96
00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:36,540
Get up.

97
00:21:36,620 --> 00:21:38,360
I can't.

98
00:21:38,440 --> 00:21:41,800
- I'm sorry, what?
- I can't. I can't get up.

99
00:21:42,200 --> 00:21:44,020
Five more.

100
00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:48,030
Hey, Eric.

101
00:21:48,110 --> 00:21:49,620
Son.

102
00:21:50,350 --> 00:21:51,930
Son.

103
00:21:54,540 --> 00:21:56,560
You're a part of this team.

104
00:21:57,140 --> 00:21:58,790
Understand that?

105
00:22:01,100 --> 00:22:03,660
Now, will it always be fair? No.

106
00:22:03,740 --> 00:22:06,090
Will it always be easy? No.

107
00:22:06,170 --> 00:22:08,160
Now, you walk off that ice right now...

108
00:22:08,240 --> 00:22:10,720
...you're letting your team down,
you're letting me down.

109
00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:13,820
And I can't let you do that.

110
00:22:15,370 --> 00:22:17,260
'Cause you're a LeMarque.

111
00:22:19,130 --> 00:22:22,320
And LeMarques don't quit.

112
00:22:30,370 --> 00:22:32,220
Come on.

113
00:23:02,930 --> 00:23:04,120
Stop!

114
00:24:00,730 --> 00:24:02,280
Easy.

115
00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:06,480
Easy.

116
00:26:25,130 --> 00:26:28,420
All he cares about is pleasing you.

117
00:26:28,500 --> 00:26:31,000
He just wants to be good enough for you!

118
00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:34,280
I get it, I get it. You want me
to let him off the hook...

119
00:26:34,360 --> 00:26:36,540
...just let him do whatever he wants.

120
00:26:36,620 --> 00:26:40,400
You know, maybe our son would be so
much happier if he had the time to play...

121
00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:43,310
...and see friends and watch
a little TV, God forbid...

122
00:26:43,390 --> 00:26:45,680
...instead of worrying about
Pro hockey and the draft...

123
00:26:45,760 --> 00:26:49,160
...whatever new skill you've tasked him with
that he'll never be perfect enough for you.

124
00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:52,280
You're stressing the boy out.
He's gonna have a breakdown or something.

125
00:26:52,360 --> 00:26:56,890
I got it, I got it. I wanna tell
you something, okay? That boy...

126
00:26:56,970 --> 00:27:00,090
...that boy, he is never gonna be a failure.

127
00:27:00,170 --> 00:27:03,860
I am not gonna let him be a failure.
It is never gonna happen, okay?

128
00:27:03,940 --> 00:27:07,720
He's not gonna wake up at 25 years old,
he's not gonna put on a little tie...

129
00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:10,640
...and he's gonna iron his shirt,
David, iron his shirt...

130
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:12,250
...and he's gonna kiss his wife...

131
00:27:13,430 --> 00:27:15,040
...who he never should have married!

132
00:27:15,120 --> 00:27:17,630
Never should have married!
Never gonna happen!

133
00:27:17,710 --> 00:27:21,540
He's not gonna go to that 9-to-5,
not if I have anything to do with it.

134
00:28:46,580 --> 00:28:48,710
Okay, find where we started.

135
00:28:48,790 --> 00:28:50,870
Find where we started, you idiot.

136
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:03,540
Okay.

137
00:29:20,320 --> 00:29:22,140
All right.

138
00:29:25,890 --> 00:29:29,370
You made me sleep... right about here.

139
00:29:34,230 --> 00:29:36,800
Tried to throw me off a cliff...

140
00:29:36,880 --> 00:29:38,690
...right over here.

141
00:29:39,690 --> 00:29:41,580
Had your...

142
00:29:42,060 --> 00:29:45,910
...fanged friends paid me a visit right here.

143
00:29:54,730 --> 00:29:56,540
So that means...

144
00:29:57,350 --> 00:29:59,210
...the resort...

145
00:30:03,460 --> 00:30:05,360
...should be right here.

146
00:34:36,290 --> 00:34:40,760
<i>LeMarque! What are you doing?
Move the puck! Don't be so selfish.</i>

147
00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:43,930
Now move the puck!

148
00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:47,170
Move your feet, get going.

149
00:34:48,570 --> 00:34:52,110
Move it. Give it to 'em!
Move the puck! Use 'em!

150
00:34:52,190 --> 00:34:56,000
Move it! Give it to 'em!
Give it to 'em! Damn it.

151
00:34:56,620 --> 00:34:59,840
Move the puck! Move it! Move it!

152
00:35:09,250 --> 00:35:10,960
You all right?

153
00:35:14,850 --> 00:35:16,770
You kidding me?

154
00:35:16,850 --> 00:35:18,690
What the hell was that?

155
00:35:21,350 --> 00:35:22,930
LeMarque!

156
00:35:23,580 --> 00:35:26,610
LeMarque, what the hell are you doing?

157
00:35:26,690 --> 00:35:29,390
You gotta be a team player. Move the puck.

158
00:35:29,470 --> 00:35:32,940
- I scored a goal, didn't I?
- It's not I, it's we.

159
00:35:33,020 --> 00:35:35,480
It's the crest on the front,
not the name on the back!

160
00:35:35,560 --> 00:35:38,020
You're gonna have to figure that out!

161
00:35:38,310 --> 00:35:39,950
Get off my ice!

162
00:38:52,110 --> 00:38:53,920
<i>Hey, Mom.</i>

163
00:38:54,980 --> 00:38:57,030
<i>I'm out boarding.</i>

164
00:38:57,110 --> 00:38:59,530
<i>I just had to get away for a few days.</i>

165
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:05,490
<i>Look, I never wanted
to bring you into this, so...</i>

166
00:39:06,820 --> 00:39:08,670
<i>...it's hard.</i>

167
00:39:10,450 --> 00:39:12,330
<i>I'll talk to you later, okay?</i>

168
00:39:26,540 --> 00:39:28,400
I'm getting off this mountain.

169
00:39:31,380 --> 00:39:33,220
I'm getting off this mountain.

170
00:39:34,510 --> 00:39:36,760
I'm getting off this mountain.

171
00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:50,150
You can't hold me! You can't stop me!

172
00:40:10,440 --> 00:40:11,890
Yeah!

173
00:40:11,970 --> 00:40:14,290
Yes, yes, yes, yes!

174
00:40:17,910 --> 00:40:20,950
Yes! Yeah!

175
00:40:22,570 --> 00:40:25,630
Oh, my God! Oh, my God, it's cold!

176
00:40:26,010 --> 00:40:27,730
Oh, my...

177
00:40:30,310 --> 00:40:32,190
Oh, my God.

178
00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:35,460
You idiot.

179
00:44:17,930 --> 00:44:19,490
God!

180
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:21,320
...pounding, I mean pounding against glass.

181
00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:23,150
Goal!

182
00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:25,420
Red light spinning.

183
00:45:26,380 --> 00:45:28,560
- You want one of these?
- No, I'm good.

184
00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:31,390
Oh, yeah. I miss it so much.

185
00:45:31,470 --> 00:45:34,220
I miss it so much. I know you miss it, too.

186
00:45:34,300 --> 00:45:35,820
You gotta miss it.

187
00:45:35,900 --> 00:45:38,600
I don't miss shit about Boston.
It's your shot.

188
00:45:39,040 --> 00:45:40,800
A new rule in my house.

189
00:45:40,880 --> 00:45:43,970
And that rule is,
I don't play pool with liars.

190
00:45:44,050 --> 00:45:45,970
Come on, it's your shot, just take the shot.

191
00:45:46,050 --> 00:45:49,420
I get it, okay, I understand.
It's gotta be really hard for you...

192
00:45:49,500 --> 00:45:53,070
...to come and see me and see my
awesome life with this great house...

193
00:45:53,150 --> 00:45:56,370
...and this amazing view,
but the only reason why I'm here...

194
00:45:56,450 --> 00:45:58,900
...is because you decided not to be.

195
00:46:07,650 --> 00:46:09,670
I'm sorry, dude. I...

196
00:46:12,810 --> 00:46:14,660
...I get it, man.

197
00:46:15,380 --> 00:46:18,500
I'm right there alongside you, man.
I get it, I miss it too.

198
00:46:19,290 --> 00:46:21,750
All the guys that ever played miss it.

199
00:46:22,180 --> 00:46:25,570
That's... that's why I do this stuff.

200
00:46:25,650 --> 00:46:29,510
It gives me that rush back, that adrenaline,
that feeling I can't get back.

201
00:46:29,590 --> 00:46:32,030
I... I know you miss that, man.

202
00:46:33,200 --> 00:46:34,970
I know you do.

203
00:46:51,940 --> 00:46:53,800
Here, give me that.

204
00:48:25,650 --> 00:48:27,500
Oh, no.

205
00:48:55,680 --> 00:48:57,250
One...

206
00:48:59,030 --> 00:49:00,610
...two...

207
00:50:19,980 --> 00:50:23,060
The tram... where's the tram?

208
00:50:32,760 --> 00:50:34,850
The tram has gotta be there.

209
00:50:51,260 --> 00:50:52,810
What?

210
00:51:02,950 --> 00:51:04,750
What do you want from me?

211
00:51:06,050 --> 00:51:07,990
What do you want from me?

212
00:51:12,330 --> 00:51:15,340
Damn it! What do you want from me?

213
00:51:38,240 --> 00:51:39,740
I'm gonna go this way.

214
00:51:40,790 --> 00:51:42,650
I'm going this way.

215
00:51:43,030 --> 00:51:44,870
I'm going this way.

216
00:52:58,860 --> 00:53:02,870
<i>"The sun shall not smite thee by day
nor the moon by night.</i>

217
00:53:02,950 --> 00:53:06,810
<i>The Lord shall preserve thee from all evil.
He shall preserve thy soul.</i>

218
00:53:07,590 --> 00:53:09,990
<i>The Lord shall preserve thy going out...</i>

219
00:53:10,070 --> 00:53:13,340
...and thy coming in from this time forth...

220
00:53:13,420 --> 00:53:15,210
...and even forevermore."

221
00:53:37,120 --> 00:53:39,140
<i>This is Eric. Leave a message.</i>

222
00:53:41,920 --> 00:53:44,170
Hi, Eric, it's Mom again.

223
00:53:45,990 --> 00:53:48,440
I just wanna make sure that you're...

224
00:53:50,450 --> 00:53:51,940
Listen...

225
00:53:52,020 --> 00:53:54,300
...about what I said before...

226
00:53:56,120 --> 00:53:59,180
...I just want you to know that I'm here...

227
00:54:00,450 --> 00:54:03,540
...and that you don't have
to go through this alone.

228
00:54:05,490 --> 00:54:07,310
So call me.

229
00:54:07,720 --> 00:54:09,280
Please.

230
00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:13,940
Okay? Bye.

231
00:54:39,150 --> 00:54:42,630
You're the best thing in the whole world.

232
00:54:44,190 --> 00:54:46,440
Mama loves you so much.

233
00:56:04,350 --> 00:56:05,940
Two...

234
00:57:57,980 --> 00:58:00,340
<i>Getting by... it's a breakaway!</i>

235
00:58:00,420 --> 00:58:03,040
LeMarque! He shoots, he scores!

236
00:58:11,580 --> 00:58:13,440
Goddamn it!

237
00:58:14,580 --> 00:58:15,830
Eric!

238
00:58:18,110 --> 00:58:21,600
Eric, what's going on? Eric?
What's happening down here?

239
00:58:21,680 --> 00:58:24,060
- Are you all right? What's happening?
- Fine, Mom.

240
00:58:24,140 --> 00:58:26,250
What's going on?

241
00:58:27,610 --> 00:58:31,530
Come on, Eric. You're living
down here for six months...

242
00:58:31,610 --> 00:58:34,940
...no job, no money, no nothing and this is
what you're doing, destroying everything?

243
00:58:35,020 --> 00:58:37,430
You think I wanna be here?
You think I wanna be living like this?

244
00:58:37,510 --> 00:58:40,490
You think I wanna be reminded
of this shit every day?

245
00:58:40,570 --> 00:58:42,710
No, I don't! No!

246
00:58:42,790 --> 00:58:44,760
And I wanna help you. I'm your mother.

247
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:47,510
I wanna help you, but you have to let me in.

248
00:59:05,010 --> 00:59:06,880
A signal.

249
00:59:08,550 --> 00:59:10,830
Maybe if I can get a signal.

250
00:59:11,710 --> 00:59:13,530
They can track me.

251
00:59:15,310 --> 00:59:17,130
Find me.

252
00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:35,030
Come on. Come on.

253
00:59:35,110 --> 00:59:37,270
- Oh, crap.
- <i>Yeah, hello?</i>

254
00:59:37,350 --> 00:59:38,900
- Oh, hello.
- <i>Hello?</i>

255
00:59:38,980 --> 00:59:41,960
Hi, Tony. This is Susan LeMarque.

256
00:59:42,040 --> 00:59:44,830
- I'm Eric's mother.
- <i>Hey.</i>

257
00:59:44,910 --> 00:59:49,300
Yes, hi. I know that we haven't
spoken much, because, well, anyway...

258
00:59:49,380 --> 00:59:52,300
...I know he's talked about you,
about snowboarding.

259
00:59:52,380 --> 00:59:56,730
And... he's up in Winter Haven,
or he was the last time I spoke to him...

260
00:59:56,810 --> 00:59:59,970
...but he's missed
a very important court date.

261
01:00:00,050 --> 01:00:02,930
And I'm very worried about him,
and I haven't spoken to him in six days.

262
01:00:03,010 --> 01:00:06,000
- <i>What's this have to do with me?</i>
- I was wondering if he'd reached out to you.

263
01:00:06,080 --> 01:00:10,000
- <i>Yeah, I called him when he was up there.</i>
- You did? When was that?

264
01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:13,860
- <i>It was Thursday.</i>
- I see. Do you have an address for him?

265
01:00:13,940 --> 01:00:16,950
- <i>Yeah, let me look.</i>
- Fantastic.

266
01:00:17,030 --> 01:00:18,940
- <i>He's at the Winter Haven cabin.</i>
- Great.

267
01:00:19,020 --> 01:00:21,530
- <i>Very easy to find.</i>
- This is wonderful, Tony.

268
01:00:21,610 --> 01:00:24,060
More than you can know. Thank you so much.

269
01:00:24,140 --> 01:00:25,460
<i>Yeah, yeah.</i>

270
01:02:43,910 --> 01:02:47,330
Oh, please, please, don't let me
find him lying on the floor.

271
01:02:48,110 --> 01:02:49,620
Please.

272
01:02:52,240 --> 01:02:55,290
Eric? Eric?

273
01:02:56,480 --> 01:02:58,060
What?

274
01:02:58,340 --> 01:02:59,920
Eric!

275
01:03:06,400 --> 01:03:08,490
His clothes are still here.

276
01:03:17,900 --> 01:03:19,760
Damn it.

277
01:03:28,440 --> 01:03:29,960
Eric!

278
01:03:43,740 --> 01:03:45,590
- Sarah, risk management.
- Susan.

279
01:03:45,670 --> 01:03:47,550
Nice to meet you.

280
01:03:48,270 --> 01:03:51,700
So, exactly how long has it been
since you last saw your son?

281
01:03:51,780 --> 01:03:54,300
Seven days. I went to the cabin
where he was staying...

282
01:03:54,380 --> 01:03:58,110
...and there was no phone, wallet or keys,
but everything else was there.

283
01:03:58,190 --> 01:04:00,590
And when you last heard from him,
you're sure he was here?

284
01:04:00,670 --> 01:04:04,530
Oh, yes, yes, he left me a message.
I just didn't hear my phone.

285
01:04:04,610 --> 01:04:08,110
Okay, the first thing we do in this situation
is we file a missing persons report...

286
01:04:08,190 --> 01:04:09,510
...with the sheriff's office.

287
01:04:09,590 --> 01:04:12,280
Then if they don't have any leads,
I'll call Search and Rescue.

288
01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:15,240
The process will probably
take about a day or two.

289
01:04:15,320 --> 01:04:17,570
No, no, Sarah, you don't understand.

290
01:04:17,650 --> 01:04:21,060
My son had a court date
yesterday that he missed. Okay?

291
01:04:21,140 --> 01:04:24,380
And that message he left me,
that was not normal...

292
01:04:24,450 --> 01:04:27,270
...him telling me where he was
and what he was doing.

293
01:04:27,350 --> 01:04:30,690
He never does that, never.
You wanna know why he did it?

294
01:04:30,770 --> 01:04:34,010
Because he was letting me know that
he was gonna make it to the court date...

295
01:04:34,090 --> 01:04:36,170
...he was getting it together.

296
01:04:36,250 --> 01:04:39,640
So when I walk into that courtroom
and he is not there...

297
01:04:39,720 --> 01:04:42,570
...and then I walk into that cabin
and I see his clothes...

298
01:04:42,650 --> 01:04:47,310
...and old congealed food
sitting there and no him?

299
01:04:47,390 --> 01:04:51,380
I can't wait a day or two,
and if he is out there in that snow...

300
01:04:51,460 --> 01:04:53,670
...on that mountain, neither can he.

301
01:04:55,920 --> 01:04:59,960
- Okay, you have a photo?
- Yes, yes, I do.

302
01:05:03,190 --> 01:05:05,460
- <i>Search and Rescue.</i>
- Search and Rescue?

303
01:05:05,540 --> 01:05:08,440
Yeah, this is RM down at Winter Haven.
I need to report a missing person.

304
01:05:08,520 --> 01:05:10,490
- <i>What's the name?</i>
- Full name?

305
01:05:10,570 --> 01:05:12,780
Eric LeMarque.

306
01:05:12,860 --> 01:05:15,840
- Eric... Eric LeMarque.
- <i>How long has he been missing?</i>

307
01:05:15,920 --> 01:05:17,870
- Seven days ago.
- <i>You have a photo?</i>

308
01:05:17,950 --> 01:05:20,240
Yeah, I'm getting the photo now.

309
01:05:24,420 --> 01:05:26,710
I'm gonna need Search and Rescue
on the helipad in 15 minutes.

310
01:05:26,790 --> 01:05:28,810
- <i>Fifteen, copy.</i>
- Thank you.

311
01:05:28,890 --> 01:05:31,340
- You know my son?
- Walk with me.

312
01:05:31,420 --> 01:05:33,870
- You've met my son?
- I've met your son, okay?

313
01:05:33,950 --> 01:05:36,370
I gave him a ride up the mountain
7 days ago, but that's all I know.

314
01:05:36,450 --> 01:05:38,710
Right now I'm just trying
to take precautions.

315
01:05:38,790 --> 01:05:41,310
Corey, get the whole team searching
for anything with radio comms.

316
01:05:41,390 --> 01:05:45,020
I'm talking about cell phones, FM/AM radios,
anything that's gonna receive a signal.

317
01:05:45,100 --> 01:05:45,970
You got it.

318
01:05:46,050 --> 01:05:48,010
Hopefully, he'll get
to the top of the mountain.

319
01:05:48,090 --> 01:05:50,140
You think he's up there?

320
01:05:52,090 --> 01:05:53,950
I know he's up there.

321
01:05:57,920 --> 01:06:00,370
- Ready to go?
- Yeah, let's go.

322
01:06:15,220 --> 01:06:17,930
<i>Patrol 1, Search and Rescue in progress.</i>

323
01:06:18,010 --> 01:06:20,910
White male, 6' 3" tall.

324
01:06:32,000 --> 01:06:33,840
Curt, anything come up yet?

325
01:06:34,520 --> 01:06:38,740
FM, AM, cell. Nothing. T-cast is clear.

326
01:07:06,770 --> 01:07:09,990
<i>We've got 15 minutes till we lose visibility.</i>

327
01:08:11,820 --> 01:08:13,400
Wait!

328
01:08:14,680 --> 01:08:16,260
Wait!

329
01:08:19,050 --> 01:08:21,300
Wait! Wait!

330
01:08:26,420 --> 01:08:28,040
Wait!

331
01:08:36,990 --> 01:08:38,530
Wait!

332
01:08:41,550 --> 01:08:43,130
Wait!

333
01:08:46,890 --> 01:08:49,220
Wait! Wait!

334
01:08:55,320 --> 01:08:56,830
Wait!

335
01:10:00,050 --> 01:10:03,300
Sarah, we have to call it.

336
01:10:31,510 --> 01:10:35,020
<i>I'm sorry, sweetheart. I'm so sorry.</i>

337
01:10:35,410 --> 01:10:37,170
Mama loves you.

338
01:10:37,250 --> 01:10:39,390
With all her heart.

339
01:10:48,010 --> 01:10:49,530
No.

340
01:10:54,320 --> 01:10:56,710
I can't let her find me like this.

341
01:11:03,960 --> 01:11:05,610
Hey.

342
01:11:06,030 --> 01:11:08,840
Thought you might want these.
It gets pretty cold up here.

343
01:11:08,920 --> 01:11:12,370
- That's very kind.
- You must definitely want that back.

344
01:11:12,850 --> 01:11:15,120
Yes, definitely, thank you.

345
01:11:17,710 --> 01:11:20,330
You know, as soon as the sun
comes up, we'll be back up there.

346
01:11:21,850 --> 01:11:25,830
What about tonight?
What's Eric gonna do out there tonight?

347
01:11:25,910 --> 01:11:28,510
If I take my team out there tonight,
this becomes a rescue mission...

348
01:11:28,590 --> 01:11:30,500
...for more than one person.

349
01:11:30,580 --> 01:11:33,070
I can't risk that, I'm sorry.

350
01:11:37,260 --> 01:11:39,920
Are you close with your mother, Sarah?

351
01:11:40,650 --> 01:11:42,120
Sometimes.

352
01:11:44,310 --> 01:11:47,530
Bet you call her like once...

353
01:11:47,610 --> 01:11:51,070
...every other week or so, if that much.

354
01:11:51,810 --> 01:11:54,690
I can guarantee you
that those seven minutes...

355
01:11:54,770 --> 01:11:57,590
...are the highlight of her month.

356
01:11:58,300 --> 01:12:01,470
Because then she gets to feel like
she's a part of your life again.

357
01:12:02,650 --> 01:12:05,160
'Cause she still remembers
when you were little and...

358
01:12:05,250 --> 01:12:07,450
...she would hold you
and sing you to sleep...

359
01:12:07,530 --> 01:12:10,820
...and it was the happiest time of her life.

360
01:12:13,770 --> 01:12:16,300
I just want you to imagine, God forbid,

361
01:12:16,380 --> 01:12:20,770
...something should happen to you in your
line of work and you were no longer here.

362
01:12:20,850 --> 01:12:24,670
Your mother's life would essentially be over.

363
01:12:25,440 --> 01:12:28,060
Her heart would be an empty hole.

364
01:12:29,310 --> 01:12:31,600
I just need you to understand.

365
01:12:32,440 --> 01:12:34,860
You have to find my son.

366
01:12:35,580 --> 01:12:37,260
Please.

367
01:12:39,650 --> 01:12:41,460
You have to find him.

368
01:14:54,210 --> 01:14:56,260
Gotta make it to the top.

369
01:15:20,240 --> 01:15:24,090
Hey, this has been the coldest
winter we've had in ten years.

370
01:15:24,630 --> 01:15:26,200
Three, four days tops.

371
01:15:26,280 --> 01:15:29,960
That's the longest someone could survive
out there in these conditions.

372
01:15:30,040 --> 01:15:32,120
I'll call the report in.

373
01:15:32,470 --> 01:15:34,100
Thanks.

374
01:15:36,680 --> 01:15:38,760
Comm Center from Life Flight.

375
01:15:38,840 --> 01:15:40,820
<i>Go from Comm Center.</i>

376
01:15:40,900 --> 01:15:44,720
You can cancel Search and Rescue.
This is gonna be a body recovery.

377
01:17:12,000 --> 01:17:14,090
About 12 more steps.

378
01:19:01,040 --> 01:19:02,820
<i>All right, results are in.</i>

379
01:19:02,900 --> 01:19:07,180
<i>Your kids made the snowmen you sent us
to our radio station's website...</i>

380
01:19:08,030 --> 01:19:10,320
Hey, guys, can you excuse me for a minute?

381
01:19:10,400 --> 01:19:12,180
<i>We have some late-breaking information.</i>

382
01:19:12,260 --> 01:19:15,250
<i>Turns out a face drawn
on the windshield of a car...</i>

383
01:19:15,330 --> 01:19:19,350
<i>...does not count as a snowman.
That is just a car...</i>

384
01:19:32,700 --> 01:19:34,270
Help.

385
01:20:11,530 --> 01:20:13,410
Come on.

386
01:20:19,290 --> 01:20:21,110
Are you kidding me, man?

387
01:20:21,190 --> 01:20:24,280
- The organization dumped me.
- You don't gotta lie to me about it.

388
01:20:24,360 --> 01:20:26,850
I was there at that practice
when you walked away.

389
01:20:26,930 --> 01:20:29,490
You were the future of the franchise.

390
01:20:29,570 --> 01:20:33,200
You were twice as good as I ever was.
Do you understand how frustrating that is?

391
01:20:33,280 --> 01:20:36,700
To watch somebody that has
everything, everything...

392
01:20:36,780 --> 01:20:39,840
...and then you just walk away. You quit!

393
01:20:52,460 --> 01:20:56,490
<i>LeMarque! LeMarque!
What the hell are you doing?</i>

394
01:20:56,570 --> 01:21:00,690
<i>It's not I, it's we. It's the crest on
the front, not the name on the back.</i>

395
01:21:00,770 --> 01:21:03,330
You're gonna have to figure that out.

396
01:21:03,410 --> 01:21:06,010
Now, today, get off my ice.

397
01:21:06,090 --> 01:21:09,110
Beat it! I've had enough of you.
You're done for the day.

398
01:21:09,790 --> 01:21:11,450
Get off my ice.

399
01:21:12,330 --> 01:21:14,180
You're right.

400
01:21:14,960 --> 01:21:16,820
I am done.

401
01:21:19,800 --> 01:21:21,800
Don't even think about it.

402
01:21:21,880 --> 01:21:24,110
That's a one-way ticket, pal.

403
01:21:29,590 --> 01:21:32,950
- Dad! Dad?
- No, Eric. Don't go after him.

404
01:21:33,030 --> 01:21:34,500
Dad!

405
01:21:35,430 --> 01:21:37,080
Dad!

406
01:21:37,930 --> 01:21:40,010
Where are you going, Dad?

407
01:21:40,090 --> 01:21:42,420
Dad! You can't go!

408
01:21:42,500 --> 01:21:44,990
You can't leave!

409
01:21:45,070 --> 01:21:47,910
Open the door right now. You can't go!

410
01:21:47,990 --> 01:21:49,880
Come here, baby.

411
01:21:52,300 --> 01:21:53,820
Where are you going?

412
01:21:54,600 --> 01:21:57,880
You can't leave your own son, you coward!

413
01:21:59,060 --> 01:22:00,610
No!

414
01:22:02,060 --> 01:22:04,450
What are you doing? Wait!

415
01:22:04,570 --> 01:22:06,420
Don't do it!

416
01:22:09,130 --> 01:22:10,680
Dad!

417
01:22:34,930 --> 01:22:38,750
<i>This isn't my fault! They took my skates!</i>

418
01:22:38,830 --> 01:22:41,420
Stop pointing this at everybody else.

419
01:22:41,500 --> 01:22:44,710
Because you do that in life, it is gonna
hurt a whole lot worse than this...

420
01:22:44,790 --> 01:22:46,620
...do you understand me?

421
01:22:47,090 --> 01:22:49,540
- Do you understand me?
- Yes, sir.

422
01:22:51,830 --> 01:22:54,310
The whole world's wondering, LeMarque...

423
01:23:01,760 --> 01:23:03,790
...why'd ya quit?

424
01:23:58,760 --> 01:24:02,250
<i>Spencer and his snowman, is that huge!</i>

425
01:24:02,330 --> 01:24:04,610
<i>That is... that is a lot of snow...</i>

426
01:25:27,360 --> 01:25:29,210
Hi, Mom.

427
01:25:33,920 --> 01:25:35,810
It's me.

428
01:25:39,020 --> 01:25:41,880
I don't really know what it is I wanna say.

429
01:25:45,850 --> 01:25:48,670
But I don't think I have too much time, so...

430
01:25:58,090 --> 01:26:01,540
...I just want you to know
that I'm okay without those things.

431
01:26:13,150 --> 01:26:16,010
And that I... I'm sorry.

432
01:26:20,960 --> 01:26:23,000
I'm sorry for everything.

433
01:26:31,650 --> 01:26:34,700
Turns out I'm a bit of a coward myself.

434
01:26:59,890 --> 01:27:01,770
It's funny.

435
01:27:05,440 --> 01:27:08,120
We only get to live life forward.

436
01:27:11,320 --> 01:27:14,770
But it never makes any sense
until we're looking back.

437
01:27:30,020 --> 01:27:33,540
I need you to know that we've
canceled the search and rescue.

438
01:27:33,620 --> 01:27:35,240
Why?

439
01:27:35,620 --> 01:27:38,050
We've now ruled this a body recovery.

440
01:27:45,990 --> 01:27:47,840
I love you, Mom.

441
01:29:18,150 --> 01:29:20,970
Hey, Sarah, we just had a signal pop up.

442
01:29:22,770 --> 01:29:26,380
Wait, wait, hold on a minute. We just had
a signal popped up and then it disappeared.

443
01:29:26,460 --> 01:29:28,540
- Where?
- Mount Widow's Peak.

444
01:29:28,620 --> 01:29:30,070
- But it wasn't one of ours.
- You sure?

445
01:29:30,150 --> 01:29:32,840
- Yeah, positive.
- Search and Rescue, this is RM.

446
01:29:32,920 --> 01:29:35,380
We just picked up a signal
on Mount Widow's Peak.

447
01:29:49,180 --> 01:29:55,180
<i>Coordinates are North 4-0-3-2-3-0.60...</i>

448
01:29:55,260 --> 01:30:01,030
...west 111-4-1-3.07.

449
01:30:11,350 --> 01:30:13,200
Hold on, Eric.

450
01:30:33,220 --> 01:30:34,930
Hey, got him!

451
01:30:35,010 --> 01:30:37,020
Up on that ridge, two o'clock.

452
01:31:21,250 --> 01:31:24,400
Please, let him be alive.
Please, let him be alive.

453
01:31:24,480 --> 01:31:26,380
Please, let him be alive.

454
01:31:55,210 --> 01:31:59,070
Search and Rescue to base.
Two minutes out before landing.

455
01:32:20,780 --> 01:32:23,460
You're going to be okay, Eric.
You're going to be okay.

456
01:32:57,350 --> 01:32:58,910
Eric!

457
01:33:02,340 --> 01:33:04,390
You're alive!

458
01:33:08,010 --> 01:33:10,300
I love you, sweetheart!

459
01:33:12,280 --> 01:33:15,600
<i>Sometimes you get hit. You fall.</i>

460
01:33:15,680 --> 01:33:17,740
<i>You can't get back up.</i>

461
01:33:18,560 --> 01:33:20,440
<i>And you fall further.</i>

462
01:33:22,550 --> 01:33:25,820
<i>Before the mountain,
I couldn't see how far I'd fallen.</i>

463
01:33:27,110 --> 01:33:29,370
<i>Maybe that's what I had to go through...</i>

464
01:33:29,450 --> 01:33:31,280
<i>...to finally live.</i>

465
01:33:34,240 --> 01:33:36,700
<i>Sometimes a part of yourself has to die...</i>

466
01:33:36,780 --> 01:33:38,940
<i>...maybe even the part you love most...</i>

467
01:33:39,020 --> 01:33:41,480
...before you can realize
what makes you whole...

468
01:33:41,560 --> 01:33:45,210
...and clearly see that it's larger than us.

469
01:33:46,050 --> 01:33:49,810
If you're in the dark, get through it
by seeing the invisible...

470
01:33:49,890 --> 01:33:52,010
...so that you can do the impossible.

471
01:33:52,390 --> 01:33:55,580
Be responsible and accountable for yourself.

472
01:33:55,660 --> 01:33:57,100
Just fail forward.

473
01:33:57,180 --> 01:34:00,660
It will all make sense when you see
the light at the break of dawn.